MAY 25 outing and flashback feelings sorry 4 the wrong grammar and random topics XD

Outing with my high school friends... they finally show up to me and say sorry.. since i really hate people who are drinking alcohol XD. its almost 2 years(grudge that i hold to them XD)... and yeah FORGIVEN XD... I realize that the girl that i loved (before) since high school was so cute and prettier now than before.... but still ill keep my promise to GOd that ill make have time for romance and love thingy if I become rich or rather just it is my excuse because I still have from girls that they might hurt me again... well, im still really weak... Im lucky in lottery(LAST 2) but not in girls... Hope someday... my fear to the girls will be cured.... SIGH!!! i hope ill be graduate soon and make my own company or make business.... being architect is not suit for me.... I hate their principles and study XD.. they just draw but do they know about carpentering???? all studies but no hand on work.. its still useless... I cant say that im happy today and i cant say that im sad... well.. i dont understand my feelings... hmmm... well i really dunno waht im typing but anyway ill continue blogging just for fun.... though it is really random XD Tommorow is another good day...