ALONE

march 15 2013. I talked to mother in skype because I need her to comfort me but instead she yelled at me that I almost cried but i don't want to show that to her. I also talked to my brother but somehow he became cold to me. I didn't do anything to them they just suddenly cold to me. Instead they comfort for me because I need their care especially my mother is in abroad and my brother is only my sibling, what i mean is that we are family. Why they do like this to me. I'm stressed in school, I am frustrated of several things, and why??? Why can't they see this? Why they can't feel it? I know my Mom wants to give up to me because I'm worthless and my brother doesn't want me anymore. feels like that they choking me. I just wished that the time in school is endless because at school I can forget everything about them and only focus at studies. If only someone that will listen to me, someone that will care for me, and someone that will comfort me. that's all i need. I am really feel so lonely. :c