I'm in love with someone... i love her so much and she know that.... yet she avoided me and it wounded my heart... i thought she is unique.. i thought i know her already.. i just realize that she's same with others, who are choosy... yes choosy.... they want someone who is popular, rich, pretty faces, etc.... damn damn!!!! i really regret to fall in love someone like her!!! hate hate hate!!! what's inside in my heart and my mind are full of negative.... i just realize being faithful to someone is really regretful.... and i do always is to cry.... I've been cheated, rejected and now ??? avoided?? damn!!!! why is always like this??? i'm always unlucky in terms of love??? why??? why??? i really hate it.... i love her how many years.... T_T... why???? because I'm not rich??? not having a pretty face??? fat??? i don't have sex appeal??? ha??? HATE it!!!! DAMN!!!! u are all the same... is it wrong to fell in love??? is it wrong to say i like u??? why???? I'm not smart but i know what love is??? yet why u all go to the people who are not desrveing....???? yes they have pretty face but they have ugly inside... they are rich but they are greedy.... why??? idont understand why u all pick some people like that??? T_T... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
my heart is really aching.... im really frustrated right now.... from now on... ill focus my self to my comics/manga... where i can escape from this stupid reality.... i just to escape ... i dont want to get hurt anymore.... i will never fal in love again..... i wont!!!!
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